Monday, July 19, 2010


Sometimes I wish I could be an angsty teenager again. I just had such good things to say back then. I guess that college ruined me. I guess I'm just over dramatic. College. Psh. What's the point? Other than making my parents proud...I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I have had some fabulous experiences and met some wonderful people, and I've even learned some stuff but the entire institution of higher learning is well...a little stupid.

I sort of want people to read this blog. But it's just weird. Why are we so vain? People for years and years have kept private, secret, hidden journals. But in the last decade people have decided that they should get to whine public. And then other people read it? I don't need people knowing all of my drama queen business!

Speaking of Drama Queen, I have not been living up to my title these past few months (years). I was such a glamazon back in the day and now I'm just gross. Something has got to give. An old friend actually said something to me a month ago about it and I can't stop thinking about how lame I have gotten. I used to love a good scandal and now...they just float around me, always out of reach.

Whatever. Maybe I'll write a book called "How Nicole got her Groove Back". And then I'll have more shoes than Carrie Bradshaw.