Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Dreaming with a broken heart

John Mayer isn't my favorite. Here really isn't all that cute, plus that whole Jennifer Aniston thing really proved that no matter how much he croons, he is still a jerk. ANYWAY. No matter how much of a jerk he is, I can't help but love his songs, well, mostly just the older ones.

I have been dreaming with a broken heart, for quite a while now. Maybe you know what that is like. In case you don't I can easily sum it up. It is incredibly painful and absolutely no fun.
It's such a surreal feeling too. When your heart is broken, for you it is like time stops. Like everything that mattered or seemed so real...just isn't. But no matter how much your life has stop, the world refuses to stop too. The sun will rise, and the clouds will rain. Babies will be born, and Cancer will infect those you love. Since my heart has broken, all of these things have happened.

I am so incredibly angry that we are over. it isn't fair. This wasn't how it was supposed to happen. We found each other, which is all two people can really ever ask for. To find someone. And, I found my someone. And we were supposed to be happy forever. I am just very angry because that isn't what happened. It's like someone gave me something incredibly beautiful as a gift, and then took it away. And every day now all I can do is think about the beautiful gift that I had.

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